Thursday, September 28, 2006

meant to be

hey ho
damn im tired
oh well

maybe things were meant to be this way
maybe things are better off like that
maybe it was time to go
maybe everything just has its place to go
maybe god has his reasons of doing so

tonight's yet another sleepless night
i ano why its so tough ta get some shut eye
it annoys me at times

this week's been really exhaustin
lots of travelling done
home woodlands to mom's office to woodlands
really tired
and i did this for a whole
pfft

thank god i got to rest tonight
the fact that routine starts again next week
i just miss chillin at home
the one place i rest
but oh wells
somethings just wont be the same

ANYHOOS,
ziezie ziezie
thanks dear
thanks alot for tonight
(or should i say last night
the fact that its 4 in the mornin alrdy)
i really needed that
to just let everythin go
and laugh it off
(actually thinkin bout it now, cracks me up)

okay,
soi had lots to say
but its all gone now
i hate it when that happens
drats
eff it.

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Friday, September 22, 2006

okay now
im actually too lazy ta blog bout whats been goin on
no mood la.
'll update this weekend yes.?
yes.

to a really special friend,
thanks for tonight
for your shoulder
thanks for the call
that made be better
huggs

azie and roach and mae,
yes, i changed it.
but again
i just dont feel like sharin at this moment
yes, im being selfish
but please do understand..
when im feelin better and a lil more open
yawl be the first to know.
loves

cherre cherre
please hurry
you are taking forever
quick end ur exams.!
then we can go partyy.
((:

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Monday, September 18, 2006

myohsointerestingday

ok now
so it was PLANNED to head out
to go find my purple cloth thing for hari raya
BUT apparently momma changed her mind
due to this i stayed home and this is what i did

i woke up at one
[yes yes so ima piggy,sue me]

had my lunch and i came online
knowiwn everyone's at school
or busy studying
i kept myself occupied by friendster-ing
quite fun a must say
viewed pretty much loads of profile
pics and such
but i dint bother updating mine.
heh
lazy la
dint have the mood actually
so, i was doin taht for like close to five hours.
HAHAH!
interesting ey.

then i headed down ta get some stuff in the car
and also for a smoke..
okay okay
this is the part it gets interesting.

when i was done
came up and settled down and stuff,
less than five minutes..
dada said: ey, go down help me buy titbits.
i was like.. ufweuifcbdv.! wtf.! i just came up la.
tired know. up and down..
[obviously, i dint say this out la.]

so now im back
with lots of titbits
i swear im gonna grow fat
oh wait, make thatt FATTER
the fact that im already FAT.
hahaha.!
okay im off now
im tired.
from what?
i also dont know
HAAHAH

there's ANTM tonight!
whoopeedoo!

bye all.

and to dern,
thanks for tolerating my nonsense
and annoying the shit outta ya
but we all know u enjoyed it right..???
[dont you dare deny that]
heh heh. kidding..
see you thursday!!

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reallove

oh gawd.!
someone please save me
im dyin of boredom right here at ma crib
ive got nothing to do
ugh.
the thing bout havin a vacation while others are still schooling.
ppft.
this sucks mann
oh wells.
stupid ruben for using the com da whole effin day yesterday
but its okay
its all mine now.
BAHHAHAHA.!
uhhmm.
okay okay
im loosing it.

anyways,
ruben's got this song thats dam nice la.
and now the song's stuck in ma head.
haha!
damn matminah la.
so typical of him.
but me liking it doesnt make me onee,
does it.???
hee hee.
oops.!
it goes something like..
every now and then
bla bla bla.
i forgot
hee hee.
oops oops.!
okay okay.
i shall stop typin nonsense
and go figure something outta do.
haha!

bye all.

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

aaah,
i can finally blog.
stupied laptop refuses ta log me in.
ugh.
irritants.
anyhoos.
this past onee weeks has been like majorly happening man.
as in like, its so filled la.
hahah!

monday.
off ta school business paper.
then met mae in town.
to study this time
and yes i studies alrights.
actually,not really.
just chiiled.
hahaha!
bev came after school.
that girl.
tsk tsk.
refuse to walk over ta spins cause it was raining.
HAH!
BIMBO PLEASE.


tuesday,
out studyin fer my accounting paper on wednesday
and yes this time i really really studied ok.
i was so stressed out.
i swear i was so exhausted from like tryin ta understand that stupid shit.
and the thing is i took accounts in ij.
HAHAHAH!

wednesday.
sat for the paper.
mad hard la.
damn it.
my accounts didnt balance.
hahah!
oh wells.
rushed ta town ta meet mae
passed her my calculator
then rushed ta meet momma.
i rushed but somehow i was still late.
and the shop was already closed.
damn wasted luh.
dang.
anyhoos,
mom met mae for the first time
haha!
it was hilarious la.!
"how come mae like you?"
haha!
inside joke.
shant elaborate.
hahha!
dinner with momma then headed back home.

thursday,
went out with momma.
i was late AGAIN
she was so pissed off.
suppose ta meet her at twelve
and at twelve i was only at tananh merah.
and im meetin her at bugis btw.
hahha!!
since i had no more paper,
i accompanied the rest ta study.
which tehy dint.
waited for bev ta come.
had lj fer dinner then yub came.
haha!
he's the sweetest thang aloive
i swear.
hee.OOPS>!

friday,
whoa.!
today's the best.
actually not really.
there's parts which was really goood
and parts i just dont wish ta talk bout.
overall it was pretty good.

saturday.!
WOOHOOO>>!
so much much much fun.!
hahah!
felt a lil sick tho.
but i'll survive.
sik only.
not as though im like dyin.
hahah!
i met chiechie after so long.!!
-screams-
i miss that bitch.
so caught up,we hardly meet.
hahaha!


EEYYY,
not bad uh.
my memory aint that bad.
i can remember what happen this week.
WITHOUT the reference of my diary.
haha!
cool right.
okok.
anywyas.
betcha tmr's pretty slack.
im stayin home.
haha!

SHOUT OUTS.

1. good luck to people sittin fer their promos
2. and for those sittin fer prelims now
3. and the o level ppl
4. OOH! N level too. heh.
5. i miss nickie already. )): its been too long.heh.

["things will never be"]

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

wah!
today was such a bad day la.
spoil my mood ima telling ya
ugh
annoyin piece of shit!
ugh.
the thought of it is enough to get me all pissed off.
ROARS!!

mind ur own business bitch
get off my back
what is it to you
why are you always in my way?
get lost
i dont even wanna know you
stay out of my life.
oh just so you know.
i NEVER EVER wanna have anything to do with you.
at all.
yeah
see this.
get out.
BITCH
yeah cry all you want
cause like you said.
I NOR NADIA NATASHAH DO NOT CARE

anyways,
today was supose ta b a happy day!
but apparently it wasnt
damn it la.
met mae in tp today
prepared a lil something for a friend
then off to town we went
heh
with roach n jes too!
ROACH>>!!! where are you!!
i need you now.!!
HAHA!!
met bev in town today
moomoo, we have yet to have a proper talk la.
damn it.
nehmind nehmind.
next week okay okay??
bumped sarah n gwen after that
then shit happened.
dont wanna talk bout it.

wanted to go play pool later
but because its friday,it was super crowded la.
ended up goin to the arcade.
i played my PUZZLE BUBBLE
haha!
yay!
im happy
hee hee
headed down ta rockys
the usual
and taaddaaa!!! im home
heh

hmm..
i reckon tmr wld b a pretty good day.
haha!
much more relaxed and not as tensed as it was today


though sometimes somethings just wont leave my mind
my thoughts would constantly linger around
and my mind wld always b filled with unanswered questions

its too strong
its goin on everyday
no idea how long
but its never comin my way

for a FRIEND i miss dearly.

[And I know you love me, love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
The thought of all my love for you, sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side]

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